You get annoyed or ignore the fact that things really have changed. Your not longer the same guy i met. When i met you, you treated me like a princess. What do you treat me now? Sure you say you love me at time yes you do show me. But other i feel like a piece of shit. When you make me feel like that i have nothing else to do but cry. I cry for hours over you. You yell at me for everything. But if i find out you did something or said something, some how you turn it on me, and i get introuble. Or your threatening to dump me. FOR SOMETHING YOU DID. Thats how bad it is. You don’t trust me. When i would never leave you i would never touch another guy nothing to loose you. And on the other hand. I trustED to you, and i find out shit from your FRIENDS. And people, why trust you now? Your smoking with other girl. I cant even look at another guy or it’ll be the end of the world. Like what to fuck. Grow up, trust me because no other girl will ever deal with the bullshit you put me threw sometimes, i promise you.
I remember the day I fell in love with you. Where’d that go.
I keep thinking, what would i do without you. Honestly. I have absolutley no idea. I wouldn’t be the same, i would never be close to the same. No one can make me feel how you make me feel, its something more then the word love can explain. I know it is, because of the butterflies i get when i hear your voice, or the smile i get when i see you. I will never forget you. Me, i would never leave you. Never in a thousand years. I promise, i would stick with you forever&ever. I mean it with every ounce of my body. i WILL NEVER leave you. No matter what. Please be the same for me..
Please never fucking leave me. I don’t know who i would be without you, your part of me. I need you for the rest of my life. I promise. Just promise you wont leave me alone in this fucked up world. When your the only thing i care about.
I dont think i’ve ever thought about something this hard. I honestly don’t know if what i’m doing is wrong. Is it? Maybe its because i never feel wanted anymore, i don’t feel cared about that i need someone to show me i exist in this world. That i mean something, someone keeping up. From just shutting all the way down.
